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 Hi Thomas, i hope you are doing well, i am doing meh, honestly i do not have anytime for myself i am so booked till 8th may even after 8th may everything seems blurry i do not know whats gonna happen pretty scary. i hope works treating you lil better now, i really dont wanna talk to anyone these days, my room is mess so is my mind. need to clear a lot. you look after yourself cheers, Nicole

 Apparently, this website reflects our friendship like how opposite we both are but this website remarks that even if one is silent or maybe life is loud but there is one thing constant the blog.   the structure for me will be i am gonna post daily blog of my life (can be skipped) but whats not compromisable is the blog of friendship. yeah it is from my side yet and once i will gift this website to thomas and we can finally give this boring website a makeover. i wanted to do it myself like images and all but i am so so busy these days. i am not talking to people these days, it usually happens but this time i am aware that iam ignoring thomas it is really wierd coz before i dint care at all like they never crossed my mind but i am not like missing, or sad but i am aware idk whats that supposed to mean. hope you ok  Nicole xx

not much really | Nicole | 2  Omg i already lost interest in journalising my thoughts, but tbf not much happening in life so 1st april was work like whole day from. 8 am to 11 pm so that pretty much it and 2nd april again work from 12 till 11 pm but idk why i talk overshared to my colleagues today, embarrasing but me. i hope something happens in my life so i get motivation to write  i am tired now gotta sleep photo of the day xx bieeeeeeee 03 April 02:11 am

 01/APRIL/2026 Dear Diary, what a shitty day to start journalising, before everything let me give an introduction what all this is for, this website and obviously blogs are dedicated to my one and only friendship bond @Thomas. there is gonna my daily blogs i know bit scary to put all this online but no one knows us LOL. I am writing as chill as possible no AI, no grammerly so you better judge my spelling and grammars,  So shitty day , yes I mean i applied for a master i got the admission but obviously i couldnt afford so i applied for scholorship as well, i was so invested and so kinda confident like i am strong candidate but hey ho, rejected.  idk how to react sometime feels like i should cry but i did whatever i can and tbf these kind of stuff is not in my destiny so i am not much bothered but i am kinda scared and tired of my fututre yk i dont wanna work. but we will get there.  i spent quite a good time in library today, it was productive but still not confident ...